Wednesday, May 30, 2012

So sorry Reese! A letter...


*** Reese turned 4 in March and I wrote him a birthday letter, but kinda forgot about it- whoops... I'm pleading pregnancy brain on this one. Better late than never :) 

Dear Reese, 

I just can't believe my little guy is 4 years old. You grew up so fast, and boy how you've changed. Such an easy baby... You ate and slept great, you smiled and were just content as can be.  Then, you hit about one and a whole new part of your personality started showing... your “rebellious”side. If we told you to come here, you went there. If we told you to sit down, you stood up. If we told you it was time to go, you wanted to stay. And you thought everything was hilarious. 



It was soooo funny if mommy had to run around the house chasing you down to get dressed… and when it comes to getting dressed, you hated it,  and it still takes a lot of convincing for you to put clothes on. You seem to think they are a completely unnecessary part of life. If anyone drops by during the day they are sure to get a glimpse of you streaking by in your under-roos. 





You’re facial expressions are so animated and your voice has such a cartoon-ish quality that we can’t help but giggle… that and the fact that your spoken observances and thoughts are so charming it is impossible not to want to write everything down and remember them always. You started using phrases like “Well actually mom…” and “Seriously you guys...” way too early. Your vocabulary has never ceased to amaze me! You love reading books and learning, such a smart little guy.  At first you hated school time, but now you beg me to start. 



You adore your brothers and cousins and love to play with them, but sometimes you just like to do your own thing.  You definitely aren’t shy and make friends easily at the playground- especially with the little girls ;) You are up for anything and are always so excited when we try something new. 

You are still the messiest kid I have ever encountered. You take every meal as a personal challenge to get as sticky and gross as possible. :)







You are a mama’s boy, and your big bear hugs have turned around so many tough days. You are much more intuitive than your brothers. When I was so sick during this pregnancy, you would put your hand on my face and rub my cheek. Or put your arms around me and say, “I love you so much,  Mommy. I’m sorry you don’t feel so good.” You pick up on peoples’ moods and feelings and offer to help if someone is upset or angry... always encouraging the rest of us. Such an amazing gift for a little boy to have. I know God has great plans for your big heart.  


I know I will miss this stage, where you can’t walk by me without a “huggy mommy!”  but I am excited to see what kind of big kid you will become, what interests and talents you will enjoy . Right now you say you are going to be a “dad” when you grow up and have 3 girls and 1 boy. I know you will be a wonderful husband and daddy one day, and I can’t wait to see it! 





I never want to forget the image of you stomping around in your rain boots or with your 300 "babies" (aka stuffed animals) that you insist on sleeping with each night. I'll always remember your imaginary friend Janey and how you love to blame him for all sorts of mischief. ;) 




I am a little nervous really excited to see you as a big brother and how you adjust to no longer being the baby of the family. I’m sure you’ll do great as mama’s helper.


 (9 months)



 (4 Years)

Oh how we love you Reese’s pieces.  Enjoy being 4!

Love!

Mama, AKA, Your biggest fan 

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Epic Fail: Empty Spaces




Confession: I am NOT a great decorator... I'm not really even an okay decorator... I would describe my house for the past 5 years as less than inspiring.

But I am sooo ready for a change. We have been spring-cleaning for the past few months, and we are finally ready for the redecorating stage.  I am the "pull out pictures from a magazine and pin 400 ideas on Pinterest, but never actually make it happen in my own house" kinda decorator. I like so many different styles, but when it comes to putting a room together, I struggle.  


I can organize and figure out functional pieces, but I have no clue how to do the "fluff." You know, the pieces that are in a room and serve absolutely no purpose but to look pretty.


Ex: Fluff

                                                                                            Source: wanelo.com via Lily on Pinterest



My brain seems to struggle against adding more clutter, and if there isn't a real purpose for something, my gut reflex is to get it out of here.

Now that the house is clean and organized, I am realizing how pathetic most of my walls are looking, and I really want our home to reflect us... as individuals and as a family. I want each room to have some sort of theme and a totally different feeling. I want all my favorite pictures displayed in non-traditional ways. 

I want someone coming in for the first time to be able to sense who we are and what we love just by looking around...



So, how do I pull that off?



 First, I decided what needs to be done. I have 4 areas that are in desperate need of some fluff. So onto Pinterest I go for inspiration...


1: The living room above the couch: I have had my yellow chalk board up all by its lonesome for months now, still branded with the "Can't wait for baby Conner" announcement from the shower we had like 4 months ago. Epic fail.





I would love some sort of collage back there. Maybe something like this?  


                                                                                  Source: apartmenttherapy.com via Lily on Pinterest




Or this?



                                                                                    Source: bellemaison23.com via Lily on Pinterest



I would love love love to find a world map and do something like this:


                                                                                Source: littlebirdiesecrets.blogspot.com via Lily on Pinterest



#2: The nursery/ office- It is finally clean!! Woohooo!


I am sure this big empty space would be a interior
designers dream, but it is just giving me anxiety: 





I keep going back to this nursery I found on Pinterest. I really love all the little details:

                                                                                                Source: simplysadiejane.com via Lily on Pinterest
   

And I love all of these patterns:
                                                                                                        Source: etsy.com via Lily on Pinterest


                                                 


#3- Master, over the bed: 

I really want to paint a collage of quotes over the head board:




Something like this, but painted directly on the wall:


                                                                                            Source: bhg.com via Lily on Pinterest




Can I pull that off without it looking like one of those "nailed it" epic fail photos?

hmmmmmm we'll see...


And #4- The master bathroom wall: 





It has been a blank space for 5 years,

 and I got nothin.

 I am on a countdown until August.
 I have to finish these projects before baby B comes,
 or before I get so big I can't function. :)


Does anyone else have this problem? 
Empty spaces and walls that you just have no 
idea what to fill with?? Has Pinterest really helped you
with decorating inspiration?



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Happy Wednesday! 


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Friday, May 18, 2012

Baby Bumpage: 25 Weeks





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Pregnancy #4 : Our fourth boy!

How far along: Almost 25 weeks- I really popped out b/t 13 and 18 weeks :)







Weight Gained: 100 around 22 pounds already... jiggly jiggly.

Cravings: I have been loving fresh salads and veggies, but I also got my sweet tooth back (just what I need).

Symptoms: feeling good physically other than heartburn, extra emotional and sentimental :)

Milestones: Goose has felt little bubs move like crazy. I try to get the boys to feel, but they can't stay still enough to wait for a kick. I told Reese the baby can hear him so he talks to my belly any chance he can, a.dor.a.ble.

Names: I still like "E" names like Emerson and Edison. I also like Lincoln, but it is starting to get trendy...


The boy's picks this week are: 

Nolan: July, Ty: Liones, Reese: Lemon


 Nursery: Still haven't decided on accent colors, but we Goose painted the walls grey and we got a rug like this:
 
                        Source: apartmenttherapy.com via Lily on Pinterest




from Urban Outfitters, so we will be moving on from there.


 Have I told you how much I heart pinterest for all my baby stuff? So much inspiration for nurseries, maternity and newborn pics, etc. Please tell me if you have a baby board so I can follow :) 

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                                                                                               Source: projectnursery.com via Lily on Pinterest





Happy Friday y'all!!


BTW, thank you everyone who commented on 
my post about gender disappointment  here and on facebook- you're lovely :) 

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